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I wanna thank God for my results. I did my best and I know I prayed before I start every paper that He will be with me. He will give me peace of mind to think of answers.
The 5A 2B. Dad gave me RM250. I have RM50 with me. So what I did was... Buy Sony MP3! Very nice features!
This morning, I went to school. Got my PMR results! Guess what?
What? Come again?
*laughs*
I got 5As 2 Bs. Bs are for BM and History! Was very satisfied because almost everyone got B for BM. No comments about that.
Why internet so sucky? W-H-Y? Taiwan got an earthquake. Leehom's place! *laughs* And because of this earthquake, the internet is crawling slow. According to the Star newspaper.
Everyone is worried of their PMR results. What would it be? Will I get 7As or 5As? These questions have always been playing in the mind of the worried ones. Forget about it! We have already done what we could do. We did our best what.. For what wanna worry! Just act calm and be normal.
I don't know why my friends are so worried. When they see me so excited about the results coming out, they are like... Eh, please la. Why la of all the world you so calm one? You gila?
Ah! I don't care la. I just cannot wait.
I'm looking forward to it! I am going to get a brand new MP3! And maybe a Nike sport shoes. Who knows... *laughs*
Whatever it is, just surrender it to God's hands lar..
Friends out there, my Form 3 friends.. don't la worry so much. Wait stress. Can jadi gila know..
Anyway, I have some cool news! Thanks to Casey! Her aunt from Singapore bought CD. Lee Hom Live Concert only for S$8.90. So I went to her house to watch just now. Fuh! Extreme powerful! Very nice! I recommend you guys out there who likes listening to him to watch this! Your mouth will be open the whole 3 hours. Waaaa!
Ku mau cinta Yesus selamanya [2x] Meskipun bagai silih berganti dalam hidupku Ku tetap cinta Yesus selamanya
Ya Bapa Bapa Ini aku anakMu Layakkanlah seluruh hidupku
Ya Bapa Bapa Ini aku anakMu Pakailah sesuai dengan rencanaMu
This is the song that we learnt for the mission trip. Whatever I am going through, I am always singing this song. I will never ever forget this song. I realized that after singing this song, I felt more like... released! There is like... very refreshed!
I really wanna thank God for comforting me from this song. In whatever circumstances that come my way, I will still love Him!
Just came back from Ranong. Beautiful place. FYI, we went there for mission trip. We touched down Malaysia at 6.20pm. Wow! What a grateful feeling now. Let me tell you guys what we did and... Wow! You will feel amazed lar!
6December At 7.45am, we went to the Bukit Beruang Taj Mahal. Everybody gathered there. Said a word of prayer before journey begins. Everyone was quite drowsy... as you can see in the picture lar.. At 10am, we arrived LCCT. We went shopping. It is a really very nice and cool place but packed with billions of people. *laughs*
At 12.45pm, we were all boarding the aircraft and ready to fly! It is a very interesting for me to enter the plane. My first time entering lar!
At 1.20pm[PKT], we kissed Phuket a Hi. *laughs* We met nice and friendly people. Sawatdee-ka! *laughs* We sat in a very cool van.
Banyak space
At 2pm, we had lunch at a very nice restaurant in Khaolak or something lar..Very beautiful. Tables and chairs and everything are made of wood!
At 3pm, we traveled for 4hours to Ranong from Phuket. I enjoyed throughout the journey! I laughed the most. I laughed my heart out!
At 7.30pm, we reached Ranong. Checked in Ranong Garden Hotel. Very nice hotel. They've got bathtubs! And not forgetting, the good food! *laughs* At 10 something, Joanna and Jolene and Christine came over with Joel and Jeremy knocking on the doors and ran away. Sick fellas! *laughs*
At 11.48pm, I wanna snooze off. But Joanna came knocking my door for food! So, to be a good citizen and good example, I gave them biscuits. *laughs* Approximately at 12, I slept. Good sleep I had!
6December We had breakfast at the RGH. At 9 something, we checked out from RGH and waited for the shoppers to come back from shopping and head to Ko Payam. But at 11something, they just came back and we rushed to the river bank to the boat.
At 3.23pm, arrived Ko Payam. Lunch was a little wierd to me. First day what... But later on sudah biasa. Hentam-ed everything! *laughs* After that, we went to our rooms.
At 5pm, we went to villgae and played and ministered to them. Villagers, the fishermen, living a hard life. Anyway, children was cute! I remembered, Jeremy wants to play with them but Jeremy got knocked on his head and everybody laughed!
At 8.15pm, water was low tide. We head back to the hotel. 1km walk. Very scary experience. Whatever you are thinking in your brain that lives in the water may appear. A lot of scary things lar.
At 9pm, we had dinner. Full of laughter! Crazy lar.
At 10 something, was going to say good night. Lesson for the day - Always bring Dettol wherever you go for safety!
8December Had devotion at 7am. After that, we practiced songs of love of God. At 10.15am, we head to village. I played football with them!
At 3.07pm, we head to Ko Chang. A lot of GRASS! My enemy! But it is a beautiful beach. We had a hard time to go down from the boat anyway.
Just imagine this - We had lunch at 5pm! We were free until night but we used time wisely. We did bunga manggars and wrapped presents for the villagers!
Later at 10.30pm, we had dinner! *lalala* Food was delicious. Too lazy to take shots of them. I wanna eat! Green curry chicken and vegetables.
Then at 12am, we slept. Phew! 9December At 7am, we had devotion(as usual). After discussion, the SSMC guys came. The laughter team! *laughs*
At 11.15am, we walked to the village. Another half of us sat boat. Small boat. Can't fit many people. SO we walked to the mangrove trees and the boat went there and get us up. We went to village. Get ready some things for the Christmas Party tonight. The bunga manggars that we made yesterday night was a big blunder. All went haywire. *laughs* At 1pm, we went back to chalet and check out and ate our last meal there. Lunch was very delicious. We relaxed until 2.30pm. Later, we went back to village. We did blow loads balloons. Very tiring for us but not for the Mokens because their lungs can expand naturally. At 5.30pm, we started the party! We cooked nasi lemak. With the sambal ala Moken! Superbly hot. I ate them and I 'cried'! Their main ingredient is cili padi and dried chili. All pounded! Super powerful! The hotness... I can't take it! Argh! Take a look at the Sambal ala Moken-
At 10.07pm, we went to the boat to head back to Ranong. Starry starry night... Later at 1am, we reached Ranong and we found no resort to stay! So we stayed in the church.
Like Joanna has said, "Kita tadi joget lambak, duduk lambak, tidur pun tidur lambak!"
So, at 3 something, after all the searching of hotels, we went for bath. We waited so long. So, Mark said to go to the hot spring.
Joanna said, "Wah! Tak cukup lagi.. Mandi lambak! Hoi!"
After everything is done, we went back to church. I did not sleep after that. Can't sleep. *laughs* We learnt a Thai version of Ku mahu Cinta Yesus Selamanya:-
Ka ja rak PraYesu chua ciwit kong ka [2x] Taam glaang kuam lambak lec juam jeb buat ma nai ciwit kong ka Ka yang rak PraYesu chua ciwit kong ka
Oh... PraBidaJao lauk kong PraUng yuu ti nii Hai ka kuu kuan nai sai Pra net PraUng
Oh... PraBidaJao luuk kong PraUng yuu ti nii Hai ka pen ti po Pratai chua ciwit ka
10December At 7.15am, we had breakfast at a Chinese Thai restaurant by the street. Very nice kuihs! A little like Malaysia. SSMC guys belanja-ed us. at 8am, we started our journey to Phuket Airport. I slept all the way.
At 1pm, we had lunch at the restaurant on the first day we ate there. After our lunch, we head to the airport but on the way, we went to shop for cashew nuts.
At 3.15pm, we were in the airport. We checked in our luggage and at 4.05 should be our flight but delayed for 10 minutes. Not as bad... The time in the airplane is history! I love the scenery of Phuket!
The days are coming as I count. There are 6 days left! I can't believe this! Argh! I can't believe I'm flying to Bangkok!
Anyway, PMR students! Attention! Yays for all of us! The results are released on the 28 of December! *Whoohoo!* I wonder what am I going to get. Casey, she got so worried, she can't sleep properly! She told me that she slept less than 4 hours last night. And today, she has to work! I cannot imagine a sleepy girl is working!
Don't worry too much! And I have decided. If I get lots of money for my results, I'll get a pair of Nike sports shoes and MP3/MP4. I'm not so sure what to get about the music thing. MP3 or MP4? Confusion lah...
I can't wait for the 28th because I can see my friends! *laughs* I just cannot wait!
You can get free sitting spa in the zoo from Joanne!
6th December... It's coming! Yays! We were singing songs yesterday during the meet. There was one song that we sang. It's so special and meaningful to ALL of us.
Ku mahu cinta Yesus selamanya Ku mahu cinta Yesus selamanya Meskipun badai silih berganti dalam hidupku Ku tetap cinta Yesus selamanya
Ya Bapa, Bapa, Ini aku anakMu Layakkanlah seluruh hidupku Ya Bapa, Bapa, Ini aku anakMu Pakailah sesuai dengan rencanaMu
Tomorrow... Saturday! Sure to laugh a lot! Youth is practicing again. And I will be there to laugh together with them! I'm so crazy. *laughs*
I told my mother today that I am going to study music as my career after I learned the chords, language, instruments in the future. And not forgetting, I'm going to study drama! "What?! Then what are you going to eat leh? You will mati kebuluran(die of starvation) know.."
"Ok ok... I will take engineering lah! Can eat until satisfied! *laughs*"
She was so freaked out when I told her that I am going to take my first option! *laughs*
I have decided that end of this year, after my results day, I will carry music. Not career ya! It's MP3 of my own! Buying a Sony one! Supoort Wang Lee Hom! *laughs*
It will be when I get money fromn parents, relatives, then I will get it! I just can't wait. Some of my friends said "Eh, u don so siao can? I scared results come out. U le.. U want the results to come out as soon as possible. U come from Tampoi eh?" "Aiyo! This gal!"
That's all the comments and taks that I can remember.
Maybe someday I may take music as my career too! It's just a maybe! I wanna learn to play piano and guitar and drums! I don't know why I have the heart to play and I am eager to learn! I remember a few years back, my mom asked me whether I wanna play piano. I said no because of the chords that look wierd. What me!
And now I am making noise at my mom aboout this. I'm totally crazy. And everything or whoever come to me and talk to me, there sure to be the word 'Wang Lee Hom' in my content of conversation! I'm mad!
I'm currently in my cousin's house. Feeling great and happy! Yays for me! She is superbly good! she told me to use this PC and go online with online-ing. *laughs* yeahh.. Came here last night. Slept here. Fun!
So here am I. What am I talking? Nvm.. Listening to Leehom through the Youtube. That's always me!
What if I rule the world? I cannot imagine. It unimaginable(I know it's not in the vocab but it is in mine)! 2006 is going to be ending in just 1 month+. Time flies very fast. The next time I open my eyes, I'm 16! Yays for me!
I heard this song sung by Tony Bennett and Wang Lee Hom - If I Ruled the World. Very nice song. The jazzy type.
T: If I ruled the world, Every day would be the first day of spring, Every heart would have a new song to sing, And we'd sing of the joy every morning would bring.
LH: If I ruled the world, Every man would be as free as a bird, Every voice would be a voice to be heard, Take my word, we would treasure each day that occurred. Yeah...
T: My world would be a beautiful place, (LH: 我的世界一個美麗的地方) Where we would weave such wonderful dreams;
LH: My world would wear a smile on its face, Like the man in the moon has when the moon beams. If I ruled the world, Every man would say the world was his friend,
T: There'd be happiness that no man could end; (LH: 一些的快樂) No, my friend, not if I ruled the world.
LH: Every head would be held up high,
T: There'd be sunshine in everyone's sky, (LH: 每一個人的天空都有陽光) If the day ever dawned (LH: 我有明天)
A: when I ruled the world.
There are some Chinese sentences that Wang Lee Hom sang when Tony was singing. This is the first time I listen to this kind if music. English man singing and Asian guy singing Chinese! What more? It's jazz!
Anyway, I'll be staying over my cousin's house for these 2 days. Maybe not posting any. =[
My cousin, Rachel, and her husband, Jason, just came back from Korea yesterday! I am so sure that I am going to ask her how's her days in Korea. How's Korea and stuff like that.
I was browsing through Youtube. Watch these crappy clips that Leehom is in. He was crapping all the way with the lady!
Last Saturday, there was a huge some kind of carnival thing from Agape Centre. It was held in Bukit Beruang Community Hall here. Cool man! I saw many people. A HUGE crowd. My cousin, Justin, he was doing for some kind of football thing. I saw my another friend, Nyet Lee, from Project Serve Centre. She was helping out too! It was tremendous lah! I saw many of my church members and not forgetting, friends! But they don't seem to recognise me really because of my hairstyle, maybe. I have chopped my hair to shorter length. *laughs* For a new change. I really had quite fun that day.
I did not take shots because I don't bring camera around like mad people. So, no pics or videos today.
Just discovered a new webbie, Live Digital. Its some sort of like Youtube but better lah! You must check it out. You can find it in my Links.
This week is a Missions Week in church. Just got to know that there are 192 'nations' in Malaysia and 60 are unreached.. I began to ponder.. Imagine. 60? We must reach out to these 60. God opens the door nobody can close. It really opens my eye. I cannot imagine. Well, all we have to do is pray hard and I too must work hard!
Anyway, PMR results are coming out on the 27th December. Just cannot wait to see my results! Impatient me! Hope I pass! then there will be Yays for me. *laughs* We, the Form3s, will be finding each others results. Wanting to know each others results. How curious that will be. And there will be more laughter for me. How I wish they release earlier. *grins*
Well, I guess that's all for now. I wanna entertain myself. These few days I can't sleep. SO excited for nothing. That's me. I go into my room at 11 and sleep at 2am. Imagine. And here am I still active. Not sleepy. Crazy me.
Before I go, I found something hilarious. Watch this. Starring Takuya Kimura and Choi Ji Woo.
Today is the last schooling day for other forms. Yays for them! Anyway, discovered a song that is in Wang Lee Hom's album of 2006 that is Heroes of the Earth. The song that I like the most is Gai Shi Ying Xiong. Very catchy!
My friend, Casey, said that the other song is nicer. She is also Wang Lee Hom's fan. She said Zai Mei Bian is better because the rapping is much faster.
Different people has different taste. No comments about that.
Again, it's Lee Hom again. Acting so crazily. I think I've posted this before but this is a little different. In the end, he will be hitting the road using a stick. Crazy he! *laughs*
Just got to know that there is a movie named Avenging Fist, starring Wang Lee Hom. Kind of ridiculous story. It was released in 2001. Story goes like this -- Directed by Wai Keung Lau and Corey Yuen. Hong Kong Legends edition. A futuristic research compound develops a new police tool called the Power Glove. Supposedly, it gives the wearer incredible powers by letting him tap into the 'unused 80%' of his mental potential. It turns out that the glove also enables the wearer to take over the minds of others, and one unbalanced police volunteer tries to use this to stage a coup. In the end, one of the three test cops is killed, another survives to stay on the force, and the rogue cop makes his escape. 20 years later, the dead officer's son gives away his identity by using his father's personal martial arts technique in a fighting competition, thus drawing the attention of both the remaining good and evil supercops. The kids and the old guys must then start getting ready for a multi-generational final battle of good vs. evil. A little weird for me to read the summary of the story. Watch the trailer yeah!
A little ridiculous. There will be one part where he sobs so crazy and super dramatic. I feel like crying too... *sob sob* Watch this scene --
He also acted in China Strike Force. A little old. Setting I think it is in the late '80s.. I wouldn't want to watch it. SO old. Makes me go crazy.. Another movie, the latest one, directed by Ang Lee, is called Lust Caution. I bet it would be nice because they came to Ipoh here and shoot some scenes. Starring Wang Lee Hom. I must watch the show since it is a Boring Season for me.
Church is having an Evangelistic Dinner on the 23rd of December. Youth is going to do a drama. All the youth in the church is involved but those who don't attend the meeting are not invited to be acting. Am I saying right? Ahh! Whatever. I hope you guys understand. Every Saturday from this Saturday onwards, we are going to practice and practice till the day comes. Sure going to be hilarious!
My cousin, Rachel and her husband, Jason, are in Korea for their honey moon! My favorite place..
Cousin is getting married tomorrow. Tonight is the Bachelor Night. Sure it going to be fun and what u call that... Meriah.. yeah.. Thats the name !
TM guy came once again to check on the Internet line connection thing today. Was quite pissed when the guy asked to turn off the PC and turn on. And not forgetting , open the browser and close the browser a few times. Almost went crazy.
I have nothing much to say more because I can go on and on and on and have a very long thing to read.
I have to go get ready for the Bachelor Night tonight.
On Sunday, Streamyx was really good. BUT, ON MONDAY AND TUESDAY, Streamyx sucks man! It was terrible. Even a 1 minute connection to get through the Internet pun takda! I was so mad!
But today, thanks to Mr. Andrew Lim. He did it all. Streamyx is ALIVE! I hope it all will be going very well for the next few MONTHS if it can last...
Got a bit hope only man for this Internet connection. Anytime can die one.
My cousin, Rachel, is getting married this Saturday. They're changing vows and having a dinner! Really can't wait!
So, I have to help her out on somethings. So I really have to go now. Update later tomorrow.
PS: I don't have credit! I have eaten the credit until left RM-0.00. I really need to spend wisely man...
Was listening to some English music these days for a change. Always listen to Wang Lee Hom... I need a change. *laughs*
That is All Over Again by Ronan Keating feat Kate Rusby. Great singer, though. They can pull quite and and go very low that I cannot reach. Hoo! Also another one..
Too Little Too Late by Jojo. She went so low. Great singer too! Well, they are talented and have a good, great voice to sing REALLY good.
Well, I must be thankful of what God has given me. I must be very greatful.
School dismissed at 2pm, reached home at 4.30pm. Late! Argh! It is because of my neighbor. She told me at the 11th hour. And I was so hoping to go home at that time. Oh, my! I contacted home and my mom answered. She and I used all the options given but among 5 options, only 1 was going to be used.
I waited at the bus stop to go to my Aunt's house. A few minutes later, close to 30 minutes or so, I saw my uncle passing by. I just waved Hi and smiled. I turned. I saw my uncle calling me to follow him home. I walked to him. He asked me to call my mom that he was sending me home.
Mom agreed. He sent me home. Before that, he went to the MBMB to do somethings. So, I waited for him. Reached home at 4.30pm. 2 hours later than actual.
The 11th hour really makes me waste my time!
I thanked my uncle. And I really appreciate him for driving me home.
Well, was listening to this song from Wang Lee Hom these few days. Very nice and meaningful song.
Just heard this song a few minutes ago. Seems that he is quite sad. Read somewhere that he is a very loyal guy. He once loved a girl but the girl accepted another guy's love. But he didn't give up. Wow...
Ok... Let's not talk about that.
My cousin, Rachel, is getting married next month. I'm really happy for her. I am helping her do some stuffs for her wedding day too! I am so glad that I can lend a hand to her. All I wanna say is CONGRATS, CHEA CHEA RACHEL! Yeah!
Mom and Dad are coming back home from Kunming very soon tonight. I can't wait for them to come back! I miss them so much! I'm going to just let go of what I wanna say to them!
Anyway... Monday is coming very soon. Can't wait for it! I can't wait to go to school! ARGH! We are going to PETRONAS in Tangga Batu, Malacca. Sure to be very far. Far far far away land... *laughs* I pray for journey mercy to Tangga Batu. It's quite far from my school.
I am going to Ranong mission trip on the 6th to the 10th of December. I am very glad that I am going there for I have not been there for once even. So, this is the time to go. Yeah! The people who are atending are all quite old but not really that old.
All of us are given duty to be done quickly so that we will be fully equiped if there are emergency cases, if you get what I mean. My duty is to attract the little children, from 3 to 15 years of age from stop running around an teach them to sing songs that has action together that we have learnt before in the Kids Church. I think it will be a very fulfilling experience.
Others were given the duty to plan of what games that we shall play together with the children there. And a lot more. In short, we are given duties and finally join them together as one programme. Yea...
There might be a Campfre night too which I have never seen before.
I have to get ready to church to find some songs now. So, I will be updating my blog later.
There will going to be holidays that will bore me out! Imagine, 1 week holiday. No friends. No laughter and joy that was like so very crazy! Oh, no! I will miss my friends like crazy.. Ahhhh! Sad me..
This is really crazy
Well, I guess I face to face the reality of these holidays. Well, these holidays are maybe given to me for shopping for a new dress that I have to wear for my cousin's wedding dinner. Just a simple one would do. Ahhh.. Not only that, I have to shop my a pair of shoes too!
Going out in a short while's time. See what's new and nice for me to wear on.
Not a bad day today. It's all about hanging out with friends and admire some crazy stuff. That's what we do with friends. Yea.. Almost everyday we go to MP. It is all because of us noisiness that interupted all the other forms to complete their exam. That's how bad we are.
Today, Mr Tay gave a talk and nobody was listening! Everybody was busy yacking away about their stuffs of what they are going to do when they are going to be in MP in just a few minutes away!
We reached MP at 11am. It was kinda quiet, I can say. So, we went to see clothes and shoes. And FYI, I did not wear my school shoes! And the teachers and prefects don't even care about it. Imagine that! How free is the Form 3 life? I must treasure every second of this Form 3 life of mine! Really!
Well, these few weeks, my internet connection really sucks and it really kills my hands. I have been enjoying my schooling days recently with my crazy friends. I cannot imagine life in December during the holidays without friends. Oh my!
These few weeks we don't have to study anymore. All we do is go for outing. Imagine how LIVELY it is to be in school after PMR!
These are some pictures of us in the Zoo. We are like a bunch of never-been-going-out-for-a-long-time girls. How crazy we were!
Get crazy in the bus, gals!
Daddy, Son and Mama
Sitting on a tortoise
We gone to a musuem which I have forgotten what is the name. But we have been there for a school trip. It is so boring that we keep on snapping pictures. Imagine how bored is Malacca but the tourism here is very good. Maybe we Malaccans find it very boring because there is nothing special about it. Yea.. Maybe we don't appreciate History.
We really had nothing to do! Just snapping here is very happy
Just after the Musuem thing, we headed for Mahkota Parade where we really enjoyed ourselves. We ate Pizza! We were so busy that we don't have time to snap pictures! Anyway, when we were there, Mahkota Parade, in short, MP, just opened! And we were the 1st people to enter and be the customers! And that was my first time eating Pizza in all my life. It is actually quite delicious!
My PC just got reformated. I gotta do some stuffs. Am quite busy lately. Didn't attend school today because it would be a boring day. Boring activities! Catch up later!
Praise God! Praise Him! The PMR is finally over. Enjoy like crazy man..
Before this week, there are a lot of things happening. When I say a lot, it's a lot! A few weeks before PMR, we had a jab from the Hospital. It's about the kancing gigi. Well, it hurts me a lot. My left hand was numb after the jab immediately.
1 week before PMR, I was in KL. It was really fun and I enjoyed the most. We went shopping as a family.
Then, something happened! Studies was put on the list #1. Studied like a mad person but I don't have stress and I kept on laughing and laughing. This is me.
Listened to the radio. JJ lost his laugh. Gotta find them. Anyway, talking about Hitz.fm, my friends and I are planning to get Hitz.fm to call Joanne and make fun of her. She doesn't know about this anyway.
So, I need to enjoy myself now. I am so lazy to type more. Chaoz!
Was studying for a while. Found boredom. So, decided to browse the net. And I found that clip which is so funny and makes you laugh all the time because of Wang Lee Hom and his face expression that is so emotional. Well, getting back to study later afterwards but before that I might be going for jogging around the taman with my sis. Gonna enjoy lots.
Anyway, me and my school friends were planning to go to Mahkota Parade(MP) after the PMR is over. Like Desmond said, "Fly...". Yes, we are all going to 'fly' there. Goofing off a lot then. Gotta start moving to it.
PMR is coming and is going to come someday in a month. Studying really hard but needs guidance. And not to forget, prayer before studying too! Study is study, but not too serious. We need some fun and craziness around. Listen to some catchy songs. Get crazy along with our friends. Wow, I sound like a advisor or something mann...
Listen music to your heart! yea...
Getting along with my crazy friends. No matter how bad or evil they are towards others by insulting each other, I'm getting along with them and enjoying myself in school.
'murdering' a bottle
But there are times when they talk about someone I don't know or something about me behind their backs, I just ignore them and try not to think about it. I'm feeling very left out. I'm trying to be their good and best friend each day. So, all I do is, just don't talk to them about it and start talking to other friends. Whenever they ask me whether I know what they are talking, I just say, "No..." And they will be glad about it according to their expression of their faces. They just talked about me yesterday. I just kept myself quiet all the time and didn't start a conversation.
They don't even sms me but if there is something important, then they will. But other times, they don't and never ever message me. If I message them, you'll dream they'll reply me. Their excuse is - expensive lah wanna reply back. But they can reply to each other.
And whenever I bring my mobile phone or camera to school when the school allows, they would want to use it to take pictures and have fun with me. And they even read my message in my phone. But they won't let me play with their phones.
So, sometimes now, you may not see me smiling because I would flashback of what happened in my life. I will be dreaming of what if I do this, what if I do that. I'm very down when I'm flashing back to think that I am having these friends.
But no matter what, I act as if I don't know anything of what they are talking about and face the reality of it. Maybe God put me into this condition so that I will look to Him and seek Him more than normal. I am very far from Him.
Just act normally
So, all I do is to surrender everything to His hands and let Him handle my day and my life. If He ask me to end my relationship with my friends, I'll do it for my own good for He knows my future. Pray that He will change me more and more and change the hearts of my friends someday.
Last Friday, my tuition teacher gave us Science Gerak Gempur paper. I was like, "Wah!" Didn't expect him to give us the paper when we actually have not done it yet in school. Not only the questions given, but the answers are provided too!
However, I just don't really care about the paper already. I will just do my best and surrender everything to Him.
As I look to the sky, where does my help comes from? My help comes from the Lord.
Oh ya, one thing before I go off. I manage not to shift school. Sis said that it would be hard to make new friends and have a new environment. So, mind is changed. Stay in current school.
Although this title and this song don't match with what I am going to post about, I just like this song.
Teenagers now are really crazy. I say this because, you see, the moment I step out of the house, go outside and see what's of the world, I see teenagers trying to compete of who's better, richer, taller, smarter, and so on. I think it's so lebih I would say because they always look at me and you know, 'that' feeling of irritate-ness. I got so up-to-my-nerves. How I wish I would go to their face and say what I wanna say. But I can't do that. To think of it again, I'm a Christian.
"Shall Christian do that way? Shall Christian behave this way?" is what they'd think if I would act that way. Well, all I will do is just surrender everything to Him and let Him handle everything. For everything, every decision, is in His hands. We can't change they way He thinks and do, right?
All I do from this whole week is to surrender everything into His hands and surrender my whole life to Him for He knows what is ahead of me. Let the teenagers do what they want for they are of this world. Maybe they see something different in me... I don't know and I don't wanna judge myself.
So, we must learn to surrender everything to Him and our lives will be in His hands. Let Him do what He wants to do.
OK. I have to go now. I have not taken my bath yet. Look, so late and yet I'm still online and not bathing. My mom would spank me if I have not taken my bath by now.
This whole week is a school holiday for us. What we'll do is study for our Gerak Gempur that is coming after this week of holidays.
I just can't simply concentrate on my study yet because Wang Lee Hom's short video clip that I wanna watch. It's very nice and interesting videos. Anyway, Sister just called yesterday. And I talked to her. It's very happy to know that everything is OK there and she healty and stuff like that. Dad said she would be back on the September 3rd that is on a Sunday. 2 more weeks to go. I just can't wait.
Cousin came recently. She advised me not to study History in the afternoon as it will lead you to sleepiness that can waste your time. She said do Mathematics instead of doing History. Brush up the things that I'm not good in Mathematics. Read English and Malay Literature in the night. Do History in the morning. This is what I'm gonna do throughout this school holidays. While studying, I would play music in my computer. Woow...
So, I guess I need to go now and stop blogging till tomorrow comes.
Just listened to Wang Lee Hom's Simply Love You. It's very nice and catchy.
Youth today was really nice and makes my stomach ache laughing. You know, I easily laugh. What happened was this. Daphne was asking Desmond and Daniel speak Cantonese. Both of them like so blurr on how to speak this. Their Cantonese is so bad, they make me laugh so much till my stomach ache. I laughed till i dropped on the floor. Daphne taught them how to say 'I don't know' in Cantonese that is 'Ngo Mm Chi Tou'. There were many slangs they did. 'Go Mem...', 'Ngo mmmmm...' and stuff like that.
I just know that today Daphne knows how to speak Mandarin and Cantonese besides English. And I too know that Desmond and Daniel like Pussycat Dolls. It really amaze me.
Today we had Bible study. It really teaches me a lot on how God works in the hearts of man and how He got angry on man of those He created that went to their own wicked ways. the Bible study will be on for every Saturday. Wow...
Well, youth is all about fellowshipping with our brothers and sisters in Christ and worship God and find out who He really is and how He works in the hearts of man.
Didn't post any since the past week. Realised? Yea... Kind of exhausted. Was so fun in the party of Calynn's birthday. Met some of crazy people and laughed with them too. Played water balloons. But too bad I don't have camera at that time because it is with my sister in Germany. So, I didn't manage to shoot any pictures.
Anyway, I have a new singer that I would always listen to everyday. I find that he is talented. Wang Lee Hom. He sings very nice songs and has a little slang in his Mandarin.
I have to get back to studies later. So, I gotta buzz off!
My fever has gone away. My sore throat and flu came to visit me then. How sick am I. I sneeze 6-10 times a day and I feel so tired of it. I'm feeling extra sleepy and tired. And my eyes is always watery like as though I'm crying or something. How so tired.
Well, I have to deal with all this. Trials coming next week and I'm going to study super hard and need more concentration on my History and Geography. These are the kinda-boring subject and makes me sleep. But these aren't that bad as Science. I sleep in class when the teacher is teaching becuase the teacher talks nonsense and makes jokes. He ain't serious.
Anyway, I need to go now and open my books and open my mind too to let all the informations that I've studied enter my brain.
But before that, I've been watching Anne of Green Gables. The show is very interesting and hilarious too! You'll just have to listen to those words that she says and understand it. It's very easy to understand because she speaks British English. You can just get them from Youtube.
I know what you are going to say. I didn't attend school classes today right? Yeah... True. I woke up early this morning and found myself almost bang the sink. So dizzy that I feel like falling from high above sky. I had fever since Saturday but it's off and on due to lymph nodes.
Anyway, Saturday was fun! My cousin, Rachel, Deborah and I was watching Anne of Green Gales. It's a very nice and good movie. The show is a 3 hour ++ min show. Besides that, we just discovered that my niece, Celine, is afraid of balloons! My gosh! She wouldn't go near a balloon. Imagine that... laughs
I'm sad. Yesterday, my brother was playing throwing my phone. Suddenly, he did not hold it tight and my phone just fell! The result was no picture or any other thing was displayed but there's sound that can be heard. Told dad this morning. He told me to tell my brother to get me a new phone or just give me his phone and he get a new phone. I'm gonna ask him to get me a new phone. Whatever will be, he must get me a brand new phone!
School was really great eventhough trials are coming. We insult each other with songs by chaging the lyrics and put in their guy friend's name. Gosh! And we were all laughing away when we sang the song.
Anyway, there'll be school tomorrow. But I'm too lazy to go. And I don't wanna go because I'm helping my cousin out with her house stuff and all. Yea... It's better than going to her house than to go to school. My school is so melebihkan.
Who cares anyway.
I might be shifting next year to St. David. I'll be saying goodbye to my fellow friends in IJC and I'll be meeting new friends in St. David. New environment, new people, new rules... Just getting ready for it.
Well, I need to chao now. I'm going for tuition afterwards.
Today, Saturday, what abored day. I'm trying my best to study. Yea.. I'm forcing myself... Guess I need to concentrate more because my trials are coming.
Free -Corrinne May-
I see the morning glory It winds upon the tree It tells the untold story of how things were meant to be You saw the universe Caught up in desperate dreams You came and changed the ending Changed it to save my fate You led the revolution You left your legacy Embraced the struggle in the face of mortality I know I'm not alone in this Help me believe
I can be free I can be free from this place Beautiful healer Beautiful grace Help me to see Everything fall into place Wake me from dreaming No more deceiving Break these chains
It's still the same old story This great divide Between the want and waste And all the hunger inside I heard the news today Now I'm trying to find my place I'm just a single voice What can I do to erase
All this misunderstanding All this anarchy Six degrees of separation Sometimes it's so hard to see That we are not alone in this I need to believe
I can be free I can be free from this place Beautiful healer Beautiful grace Help me to see Everything fall into place Wake me from dreaming No more deceiving Break these chains
I really pity the Malaysian Education. So melebihkan!
The trial's coming. But everyone seems to be free. No studying. Only some of us started to study. Well, this is Form 3 crazy life. This morning, my friend went out till the school ends. She was in the computer lab. Can you imagine that? She was using the internet but using the xcuse of doing the Power Point thing for a competition in school among all the clubs..
Crazy, crazy... We got nagged by a teacher of ours of not doing work in class. She actually didn't know of what's happening in class! And she starts to talk like as though she knows everything. She nagged at us. And we started saying, "Yeala..."
We are a bunch of crazy people. Cindy, often enter in my class when the teacher is teaching. She would normally sit behind Felicia or Jasmine. And talk. And sometimes, eat! Wow! Form 3 this year is really a naughty badge compared to last year's I think.
One of our teacher said to us once, "When your PMR over ar, can jump jump and be happy but don't until jump out of the window ar! You die my responsibility know!" And we were all laughing madly. And one of us said, "Teacher, I don't wanna die so soon cos I wanna get married lah!" And again, blasting of laughter!
I didn't post any yesterday because I was too exhausted and excited. So, this is it! Where all the fun began! It all began at 7am in the church where everyone sees each other and talks about it. And there were some short briefing given. There are many people. There are 3 buses, Bus A, Bus B and Bus C but poor thing Bus C can't make it because of the tyre that is twice being flat. How sick. So, we reached church at 7 and supposed to go by 7.15 but because of the flat tyre, we went at 8, i think.
Eunice and Melissa
Eunice and her new friend
At 12pm, we reached Star Cruises, Port Klang, where the Doulos ship is just behind the building. It was terrific!You can see many people and meet many new friends too! The workers in the ship are all from around the world. And to come to think of them again, they are nice people and great to talk to!
Introducers to the ship and my relatives on the right [minus the one in the pram]
Its so much fun when you step into the ship. But the most scarriest part is when you have to go up the ship using a metal thingee. It's so scary as you feel like it's going to break into two! The first destination in the ship is to the bookshop. It's packed with people and I didn't manage to snap because too warm and I was exhausted to snap. The books there are so cheap that a CD costs less than RM5 depending on how many units left. A CD has 3 songs.
It all ends when everyone is so tired in the bookshop's packed of people. So, my uncle went to ask a Mongolian worker, Tuby Bold, to go around the ship. Inside, outside, left, right. laughs. So, the lady went to call for a guy to be our tour guide. So, he came. He is only allowed to bring 7 people to the ship. Not more than that. No means no. yea. So, the fun begans here where you can meet many people and talk to them while they are working. In the ship, there are so many things. School, clinic, kid's playground, family cabin, kitchen, cabin cleaning, public phone, and many stuff more. It's very exploring! And cool too!
My aunt and uncle and not forgetting Mr. Daniel Critchlow[UK]
Mr. Daniel brought us around the ship. The frame behind them is a combination of all the pictures of the countries' flags, prime ministers of the ship that they have visited. And so, they use a lot of imagination in this things. Incredible eh? Let's go around the ship.
This huge rope is used to tie on the back of the ship to a tiang. Looks easy but it's very hard to get the knot right.
And then, we went upstairs of this knot thingee. There is a children's playground. It's cute and nice. And not forgetting, clean!
The children's playground on the back side ship
And this is the place where they make food. Looks like they are making for hundreds of people. Yes, they are really making for hundreds of people. As many as 350 workers in the ship. Everybody is really busy in the kitchen. And its my first time looking at a bakery machine and hundreds of chickens!
The bakery machine
The cooks
And we went to the engine of the ship where you can find yourself so warm until you feel that you can sweat.
The engine
And we ended our tour in the dining room that is quite a big place. The tables are filled with nice cute pictures. The children are adorable in the pictures. So, we asked some questions and talked to Mr. Daniel and laughed.
Michelle, Mr. Daniel, Uncle Robert, Melissa and me in the dining hall.
Its a very good trip. This is my first time stepping into a ship.
Today and in fact, this whole week.. It was really fun when I reached school. That is where the fun starts to boom! My friends made something that really tickles my another friend. They were really crazy. They changed the song of Fort Minor's song to their version. Oh, crappies! .laughs. My friends, they are real wonderful. They can make people laugh out of their jokes insulting people. The most used thing is SPCA that is Smelly Pussy Cat Association. I don't wanna so more because it may make you laugh like crazy people like in my school. They used this name to call a girl whom I don't wanna mention her name. I think if i were to mention I'm really bad. Yea.. My crazy friends.
Well, tomorrow, I'll be going to Doulos. Yay! And I snap some pictures of crazy people(if I can catch some crazy people in the bus) and put it here. And you can have the whole time laughing too! I'll better get going. I gotta finish my homework and blast the fun tomorrow! Till then...
This week... The blasting week of my life! It's so fun that we did all the hilarious things in class that other teachers did not expect us to be.
Kawan-kawanku disturbed other friends by using the broom that we used to sweep the class floor. It's forever clean because we never use it at all. Only sometimes when the teacher asked us to sweep. We are all lazy fellas. What we do was we sit on the floor behind a friend's chair and we hold the broom straight to my friend's leg. We slowly go towards the leg and move the broom. And she screamed in front of the teacher. The teacher then nagged.. And one of my friend that cannot stand teacher's nagging said, "Senyaplah, perempuan tua!" I was like, "What happen to you leh?" And the whole class laughed crazily without knowing that the teacher is still nagging and she doesn't know what my friend said to her..
How crazy.. We form 3s act like as if the PMR is over and over forever. How silly.. But we really enjoyed ourselves in school eventhough we hate school. We are all laughing. But some of my other friends are worse. They don't listen to what the teacher is teaching. How terrible! Gosh! I don't know how are they going to pass their PMR. Well, my cousin said this to me, "Enjoy every second of your Form 3 life! PMR is fun! Especially the trials!" I was like, "Really meh? You crazy ar?" She told me that because she missed her Form 3 life. She is now to stressed with her Form 4 life with piles of homework.
So, I think I'm enjoying my life in Form 3 with loads of fun with my friends. So, well, I gotta study my Sejarah Form 1 now for my trials and my PMR too! Adios~
Monday, Monday, I really want Monday to come. I can't wait to see my fellow friends. And all the craziness all around. Calling 'Auntie' here 'Auntie' there. Jaslyn is an auntie now. Yen Mei caled Auntie and she answered. Oh, how I miss yesterday.
Yay! School is finally over! I'm heading for the weekend. It would be fun and nice eventhough I have to stay at home... Whatever it is.
I'm glad that I have finished my dragging Geo assignment but now there's another one.. Kemahiran Hidup. Ugh! My dad would say that is Kemahiran Mati. Gosh! My Geo assignment is not that bad because we were using pc to do it all done but this Kemahiran Hidup, we gotta use our own beloved HANDS!!! ARGGHH!
Now, lets go to school...
Don't really care about that already anyway. In school just now, it was really really fun! My funny friend, Hui Xian, did English oral with our teacher, Cik Rashidah, in class. She was talking without any preparation! She just went on smoothly. And we were all laughing becuase they say she was talking like rapping! Gosh! I have got many crazy friends in school especially in my class and 3H. All of us are 2 in 1. 1 crazy class! Everyday we laugh, smile, crack jokes...
Joanne, makes us laugh everyday. She makes many kind of funny sounds and voices! And she, Yen Mei and I would normally call 1 girl in class PIG! Hahaha! Many kinds of things lar that happen eventhough we are studying in this stewpid school.
The people who crack jokes etc etc. are all from my beloved friends at the back of the class. What more me.. I'm also from the back of the class. And what we normally do after recess is eating in class. Mencuri makan di dalam kelas. We did all funny stuffs lar.. You name it we've done it. And we will do it again and again.
My small gang, Yen Mei, Joanne and myself was always the one who makes people do bad things like eating peanuts. And Joanne is always the one who makes people laugh with her funny voices and the 'demonstration' she does in class. And Yen Mei and I would always the ones who laugh and attracts other to laugh together.
Yesterday, Yen Mei did something to our classmate, Xue Ying. She took Xue Ying's matrix card and just wear it. And without realisation, Xue Ying just ask her friend who sits beside her, Choon Mei, where's is her matrix card. She thought that Choon Mei took her matrix card. So, Yen Mei went near Xue Ying who is still asking, touching and mengugut Choon Mei. Unfortunately, Xue Ying did not realised that her matrix card is with Yen Mei! How funny! So, as usual, Joanne and I was laughing.
On the same day, after Xue Ying got her matrix card, she went to talk to Calynn and Yen Mei about something lar... Suddenly, they laugh! It is because Xue Ying tersasul. She wanted to say biscuit but it turned out to be BINCUS! So, Calynn and Yen Mei become the Berita Hangat. They went to tell us. So we all laughed! Gosh! I think we were the loudest class lar...
Now I can't wait to get back to school on Monday! See what is the next funniest moment in class again!
Ok.. I think I would have to stop here because I would never stop typing if I would continue. 'Adios'!
"Waa.. You very ungrateful eh? Give you the thing already, you still wanna choose ar? Hmph! Ungrateful" "Huh? What is this leh? Don't I have the right to choose?"
Don't we humans have the right to choose? Well, some people seems to be like, jealous, you know. They don't even have what we have. Yea.. That's what I think lar. Can get sick of these kind of people sometimes. Ugh!
Anyway, I don't really care about that. Now what makes me sick is my "smart" pc and the internet connection. I feel like bashing them up man! My pc loads everything slow, the internet connection of the streamyx is really can-throw-it-to-the-drain lar.. The streamyx situation that makes me sick is that like, a-while-got-connection-a-while-don't-have. Like the phrase 'now you see me now you don't'. Ugh! Getting sicker and sicker these days...
Well, Monday is coming. I can't wait! I'm soon gonna meet my school mates! They are so crazy that when I come home from school, my home seems to be very quiet. So, all I have to do is to get ready for school!
I just discovered that this singer, Corrinne May, sings a very nice song. She is a Singaporean. But she went to USA to study for music. And she is now located in USA. Interesting heh? Her lyrics are nice...
"I had a dream that I Was falling from the sky At 90 miles an hour I was bound to crash and die But out of nowhere you came and rescued me There must be some grace in the touch of your face I'm so happy that I've found you I'm no longer afraid
Oh 'cause you Save me from this place Heaven knows I'm falling For you my sweet embrace Heaven knows Heaven knows I've been waiting "
That is one of her lyrics in her song, Save Me. Nice eh? Well, I'm so glad that the holidays are soon gonna be over. I can meet my friends in school again! Yay! I'm like the glad-dest girl ever in the world. *laughs*
Anyway, just visit her webbie at www.corrinnemay.com. It's nice and beautiful. *I sound like I'm promoting her. Gosh!*
Well, I must stop here. No. Wait. Football fever is today! It is here. But, I'm not a football maniac. Well, I stop here lar...
I broke an egg yesterday. And I was dreaming. I am always dreaming. And, I am now the rat of the home. Eating most of the time.
During the holidays now, I feel bored at home. Wanna go out and hang out with kawan-kawanku, but it is always a 'no'. Feeling so sick at times at home.
Well, this is life. Face everything. Ugh! Feeling sicker.
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At 5.30pm, we started the party! We cooked nasi lemak. With the sambal ala Moken! Superbly hot. I ate them and I 'cried'! Their main ingredient is cili padi and dried chili. All pounded! Super powerful! The hotness... I can't take it! Argh!
You can get free sitting spa in the zoo from Joanne!
I really miss my schooling days and my LONG hair
This is really crazy
Get crazy in the bus, gals!
Daddy, Son and Mama
Sitting on a tortoise
We really had nothing to do!
Just snapping here is very happy
'murdering' a bottle
Just act normally
Eunice and her new friend
Introducers to the ship and my relatives on the right [minus the one in the pram]
My aunt and uncle and not forgetting Mr. Daniel Critchlow[UK]
The children's playground on the back side ship
The cooks
The engine
My crazy friends.
