Mixed Up Feelings

argh. college starts tomorrow. i'm excited. no? i'm nervous. i'm worried.

die. i'm mixed up altogether. i'm not really ready yet.

mom said it has been 5 months since my brain REALLY worked well. but now it's like tergendala. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... haha.

ah, just leave it for tomorrow. let's tomorrow think of itself.