War is Finally Gone

Praise God! Praise Him! The PMR is finally over. Enjoy like crazy man..

Before this week, there are a lot of things happening. When I say a lot, it's a lot! A few weeks before PMR, we had a jab from the Hospital. It's about the kancing gigi. Well, it hurts me a lot. My left hand was numb after the jab immediately.

1 week before PMR, I was in KL. It was really fun and I enjoyed the most. We went shopping as a family.

Then, something happened! Studies was put on the list #1. Studied like a mad person but I don't have stress and I kept on laughing and laughing. This is me.

Listened to the radio. JJ lost his laugh. Gotta find them. Anyway, talking about Hitz.fm, my friends and I are planning to get Hitz.fm to call Joanne and make fun of her. She doesn't know about this anyway.

So, I need to enjoy myself now. I am so lazy to type more. Chaoz!

Browsing

Was studying for a while. Found boredom. So, decided to browse the net. And I found that clip which is so funny and makes you laugh all the time because of Wang Lee Hom and his face expression that is so emotional. Well, getting back to study later afterwards but before that I might be going for jogging around the taman with my sis. Gonna enjoy lots.

Anyway, me and my school friends were planning to go to Mahkota Parade(MP) after the PMR is over. Like Desmond said, "Fly...". Yes, we are all going to 'fly' there. Goofing off a lot then. Gotta start moving to it.

Chao!

One month to go

PMR is coming and is going to come someday in a month. Studying really hard but needs guidance. And not to forget, prayer before studying too! Study is study, but not too serious. We need some fun and craziness around. Listen to some catchy songs. Get crazy along with our friends. Wow, I sound like a advisor or something mann...






Listen music to your heart! yea...

Getting along with my crazy friends. No matter how bad or evil they are towards others by insulting each other, I'm getting along with them and enjoying myself in school.

'murdering' a bottle

But there are times when they talk about someone I don't know or something about me behind their backs, I just ignore them and try not to think about it. I'm feeling very left out. I'm trying to be their good and best friend each day. So, all I do is, just don't talk to them about it and start talking to other friends. Whenever they ask me whether I know what they are talking, I just say, "No..." And they will be glad about it according to their expression of their faces. They just talked about me yesterday. I just kept myself quiet all the time and didn't start a conversation.

They don't even sms me but if there is something important, then they will. But other times, they don't and never ever message me. If I message them, you'll dream they'll reply me. Their excuse is - expensive lah wanna reply back. But they can reply to each other.

And whenever I bring my mobile phone or camera to school when the school allows, they would want to use it to take pictures and have fun with me. And they even read my message in my phone. But they won't let me play with their phones.

So, sometimes now, you may not see me smiling because I would flashback of what happened in my life. I will be dreaming of what if I do this, what if I do that. I'm very down when I'm flashing back to think that I am having these friends.

But no matter what, I act as if I don't know anything of what they are talking about and face the reality of it. Maybe God put me into this condition so that I will look to Him and seek Him more than normal. I am very far from Him.

Just act normally

So, all I do is to surrender everything to His hands and let Him handle my day and my life. If He ask me to end my relationship with my friends, I'll do it for my own good for He knows my future. Pray that He will change me more and more and change the hearts of my friends someday.

Shocked

Last Friday, my tuition teacher gave us Science Gerak Gempur paper. I was like, "Wah!" Didn't expect him to give us the paper when we actually have not done it yet in school. Not only the questions given, but the answers are provided too!

However, I just don't really care about the paper already. I will just do my best and surrender everything to Him.

As I look to the sky, where does my help comes from? My help comes from the Lord.

Oh ya, one thing before I go off. I manage not to shift school. Sis said that it would be hard to make new friends and have a new environment. So, mind is changed. Stay in current school.

A Simple Song

Although this title and this song don't match with what I am going to post about, I just like this song.

Teenagers now are really crazy. I say this because, you see, the moment I step out of the house, go outside and see what's of the world, I see teenagers trying to compete of who's better, richer, taller, smarter, and so on. I think it's so lebih I would say because they always look at me and you know, 'that' feeling of irritate-ness. I got so up-to-my-nerves. How I wish I would go to their face and say what I wanna say. But I can't do that. To think of it again, I'm a Christian.

"Shall Christian do that way? Shall Christian behave this way?" is what they'd think if I would act that way. Well, all I will do is just surrender everything to Him and let Him handle everything. For everything, every decision, is in His hands. We can't change they way He thinks and do, right?

All I do from this whole week is to surrender everything into His hands and surrender my whole life to Him for He knows what is ahead of me. Let the teenagers do what they want for they are of this world. Maybe they see something different in me... I don't know and I don't wanna judge myself.

So, we must learn to surrender everything to Him and our lives will be in His hands. Let Him do what He wants to do.

OK. I have to go now. I have not taken my bath yet. Look, so late and yet I'm still online and not bathing. My mom would spank me if I have not taken my bath by now.

God bless~

Monday Holiday

This whole week is a school holiday for us. What we'll do is study for our Gerak Gempur that is coming after this week of holidays.

I just can't simply concentrate on my study yet because Wang Lee Hom's short video clip that I wanna watch. It's very nice and interesting videos. Anyway, Sister just called yesterday. And I talked to her. It's very happy to know that everything is OK there and she healty and stuff like that. Dad said she would be back on the September 3rd that is on a Sunday. 2 more weeks to go. I just can't wait.

Cousin came recently. She advised me not to study History in the afternoon as it will lead you to sleepiness that can waste your time. She said do Mathematics instead of doing History. Brush up the things that I'm not good in Mathematics. Read English and Malay Literature in the night. Do History in the morning. This is what I'm gonna do throughout this school holidays. While studying, I would play music in my computer. Woow...

So, I guess I need to go now and stop blogging till tomorrow comes.

Beautiful

Just listened to Wang Lee Hom's Simply Love You. It's very nice and catchy.

Youth today was really nice and makes my stomach ache laughing. You know, I easily laugh. What happened was this. Daphne was asking Desmond and Daniel speak Cantonese. Both of them like so blurr on how to speak this. Their Cantonese is so bad, they make me laugh so much till my stomach ache. I laughed till i dropped on the floor. Daphne taught them how to say 'I don't know' in Cantonese that is 'Ngo Mm Chi Tou'. There were many slangs they did. 'Go Mem...', 'Ngo mmmmm...' and stuff like that.

I just know that today Daphne knows how to speak Mandarin and Cantonese besides English. And I too know that Desmond and Daniel like Pussycat Dolls. It really amaze me.

Today we had Bible study. It really teaches me a lot on how God works in the hearts of man and how He got angry on man of those He created that went to their own wicked ways. the Bible study will be on for every Saturday. Wow...

Well, youth is all about fellowshipping with our brothers and sisters in Christ and worship God and find out who He really is and how He works in the hearts of man.

A Simple Me

Didn't post any since the past week. Realised? Yea... Kind of exhausted. Was so fun in the party of Calynn's birthday. Met some of crazy people and laughed with them too. Played water balloons. But too bad I don't have camera at that time because it is with my sister in Germany. So, I didn't manage to shoot any pictures.

Anyway, I have a new singer that I would always listen to everyday. I find that he is talented. Wang Lee Hom. He sings very nice songs and has a little slang in his Mandarin.

I have to get back to studies later. So, I gotta buzz off!

Goodbye

Trials finally finished and I'm so glad! My dad got a new phone. I'm gonna get a new phone too after PMR. I'm gonna choose the phone model... Wooo...

Cut this crap out la. Please ignore this crapiness of mine yea...

After Dizziness Has Gone..

My fever has gone away. My sore throat and flu came to visit me then. How sick am I. I sneeze 6-10 times a day and I feel so tired of it. I'm feeling extra sleepy and tired. And my eyes is always watery like as though I'm crying or something. How so tired.

Well, I have to deal with all this. Trials coming next week and I'm going to study super hard and need more concentration on my History and Geography. These are the kinda-boring subject and makes me sleep. But these aren't that bad as Science. I sleep in class when the teacher is teaching becuase the teacher talks nonsense and makes jokes. He ain't serious.

Anyway, I need to go now and open my books and open my mind too to let all the informations that I've studied enter my brain.

But before that, I've been watching Anne of Green Gables. The show is very interesting and hilarious too! You'll just have to listen to those words that she says and understand it. It's very easy to understand because she speaks British English. You can just get them from Youtube.

Bye for now.