Oh Happy Day

Whole morning spent with my dear friend in old town eating, drinking, typing, laughing and talking felt so good! In fact, we killed 2 birds with one stone. Assignment and project done!

Who would've thought huh? A burden lifted till next week!

Anyway, if you people havent watch Always You by yomyomf in youtube, you should! I shed some tears while watching the series. Waiting for motherlover!! Fun fun!

September is ending. Quickly come, december! Program evaluation is already done! Yipeeeee!

On My Way

to greatness!

going to bring my assignments to an end in order to welcome dr jana's! i can tell her by then, "bring it on, baby!" i know we can mess with dr. :p

headphones up. assignments facing me. christian music are onnnn. speed typing. what a joy to do assignment.

now im taking a break.

just wanting to share something that motivated me so much. this was written by a 90 year old.
                                                          
1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.
2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.
3. Life is too short not to enjoy it.
4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and family will.
5. Don’t buy stuff you don’t need.
6. You don’t have to win every argument. Stay true to yourself.
7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.
8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.
9. Save for things that matter.
10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.
11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.
12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.
13. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.
15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye… But don’t worry; God never blinks.
16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.
17. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful.  Clutter weighs you down in many ways.
18. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.
19. It’s never too late to be happy.  But it’s all up to you and no one else.
20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.
21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special.
22. Overprepare, then go with the flow.
23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple.
24. The most important sex organ is the brain.
25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.
26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words, ‘In five years, will this matter?’
27. Always choose Life.
28. Forgive but don’t forget.
29. What other people think of you is none of your business.
30. Time heals almost everything. Give Time time.
31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
32. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
33. Believe in miracles.
34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.
35. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.
36. Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.
37. Your children get only one childhood.
38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.
39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.
40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’dgrab ours back.
41. Envy is a waste of time. Accept what you already have, not what you think you need.
42. The best is yet to come…
43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
44. Yield.
45. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.

                                                          

when i've finished reading, i felt sooo comforted and relieved. my life is not fair but it's still good. i thank god for that. i thank god for the good and bad things that have happened to me. ahhh! and im eccentric! i LOVE purple and i WEAR purple! :D all the 45 points are meaningful. 

speaking of meaningful, i'll have a great time exploring the bible soon! passion podcast are waiting for me. greatness is on the way. must remember jubilee jubilee. don't keep things that are not yours to hold. instead, give it to God and let Him handle. im learning. yesterday's sermon striked me already. x.x 

exciting things will happen in october for me! 

Functional shopping.

Weekend shopping. Most greatest shop i've ever done - find organizers! All thanks to pinterest. Why didnt I thought of it long ago??? But now, i could wake up to my babies and just smile at them.

So what i've got are just ice cube trays and s-hooks. Effortless and easy, just do the transfer!

Have a great Sunday! *runs to church!*

Ps. Breaking hearts doesnt make you a man. Keeping one, knowing that its fragile DOES make you a man.

Sit Staring

whole day, alone at home, i've been spending my time with this marketing plan. its so dreadfullllll. D: what more, international management assignment. dear dr bcs, if you ever stumble upon this, can i just write, "i have never thought of making my business go international. ever. no modal." hahaha i will die. he will make my graduation to not happen for me!

and best of all, im banee, girl version of bane. my voice! its so struck down to the ground. it has to try to swim up and that's what we call, greatness. emotionally, physically and mentally. i guess it's life for me. it can be unfair. it can be fair. depending on how we just look at life.

(writing this is much better than marketing planning!!)

however, on the other hand, i've been on pinterest!

its so addictive and useful! this is my 'recess' from my marketing planning assignment. :D guilty but happy! seeing cute things and ideas lifts up my mood from getting all down and sick.

ps. paloma faith is my current music favourite! :D
pps. i think i've made my parents tired from listening to pink's blow me. oops.

Singapore 2012

hello sunshine! 

sunshine so hot until i got headache. aiya. 

it was a good rest after the 2-days trip to singapore. im still like in my holiday mood even though the semester has begun long ago. it happened so quickly. after my moral class, we head off to the bus station and go off to singapore. this time, we took lesser pictures. we walked quite a lot. took the wrong route. so many mistakes! but we went shopping. 

as you know, i spent my night alone. supposed to meet my dearest darling but due to distance. so it wasnt possible. :( so thats why i spent my night alone wandering in the streets and malls. even to watch this fountain alone can be fascinating. went back to the hotel much later then to watch tv until i fell asleep! 

woke up next morning 'frozen' like ice. so terrible!! but i had my energy recharged and geared up for shopping! but also means, more walking and panting and running. :/ we went to vivocity for window shopping. it was really unplanned. just go only since we have a whole day free until evening. topshop caught my eyes on the earcuff but thennnn, no money!

and if we visit singapore 10 times, 10 times we would always and must come to orchard road! it is like a must to go.

this time there were no decorations. no event no celebrations. so its just the malls, which i cannot ever afford a thing from there! thats how poor i am. 

not far from there, guess where i went? h&m baby! here, i can afford some of their products. they are having their buy one get 1 free sale. but the queue to the fitting room was way toooooo long! better luck next time.

and to recharge, we had coffee bean for tea! all my life there is to eat and eat. i had subway, pork rice, coffee bean, food court, mcdonalds... but bought lesser things for personal use this time! seriously a wrong time to go shopping there.

worst, i woke up feeling sick this morning. i caught the cold! gotta take a nap now to recharge for tonight's class. 

ps; jubilee's coming!! nervous. dont know wanna cry or wanna laugh or wanna get depressed. 

Morning, Singapore!

Spent my whole night alone in Bugis. Shopping centres close at 2130. Super early but well, i spent a good night watching black and white p. ramlee show back in the hotel while they were enjoying ingrid michaelson.

Its really a safe place for girls to even walk alone in the streets of singapore at night. Hmmm.

The tv over there is sick. One moment it could turn all blue. One moment the whole 9 channels available has the same one channel!

This morning woke up 'frozen'. Going to orchard, baybey! See you soon, malaysia.

First of First Monday

it was good and refreshing. made me look back upon decisions that i've made and am going to make in life. never before have i thought if i am really true to myself about the decisions that i'm making and is it the story that i wanna tell others without skipping or hiding?

i thank god for new companies in my life. new friends. i also thank my best friends for being there for me when i'm at the rock bottom/in the clouds in life. i thank god for my family too. these are the people who i am so grateful for in life. im not seeking for someone to jump into a new path together with me but its their love and care for me that matters most. i thank god for giving me friends who teach me lessons in life too. if not for them, i wouldn't be learning from mistakes.

psalm 34:18 - "for the lord is near the brokenhearted; he delivers those who are discouraged."

thank you, lord.

cannot wait for another first monday for part 3.

Happy Independence, Malaysia.

helloooo, people of the land! happy merdeka day! how'd you spend yours? i spent mine at bukit tinggi. it was a day trip with the family. super geared for it that we woke up early and waited for parents to get ready.

we arrived in the afternoon there. we spent our day in the botanical garden! not as cold as in kawah putih, bandung but then, its better than getting the humid weather back in melaka. it was REALLY tiring that we had to climb up and down stairs and hills.

ahhh i should've trained at the gym before coming but then, no mood for it. totally lost it this week. but it was good back up there in bukit tinggi. i sweat throughout the botanical garden. sweat not like i've done a 2-hour badminton session la. but it was ok. all good. clean and lovely.

look at all the flowers. they plant it in a way that is so cute. its like you're in a game. harvest moon game. if you play snes games, you'll get what i mean. i'm reverting my entire life to games and assignment to keep myself distracted from things.

next stop we went to the french village! ahhh it was so beautiful! look at the architecture. it's like you're in europe itself in malaysia! it's full with tourists and there were performances and funfair!

things were so beautiful there. nice weather, accompanied with great scenery and family. bliss of life when you're hit down to the ground. they will always be there for you. #thankful

when all else fails, just smile. a happy girl is a beautiful girl.

ps. there's no past tense in loving someone. it's either you always will or you never did.