I Just Don't Want To But I Have To.

i do feel guilty for not touching my research paper for two days. consecutively sommore. damn. why? because i don't feel like touching it. i feel lazy and heavy.

and most of the time, i entertain myself. and i adore my hair in front of my mirror. my life is damn sad. i know. and i do fall sick frequently. not once a week but twice a week. something like that. kehidupanku sedih betul.

probably my research paper is due next month so i care less about it. somebody just pinch me. hahaha. well, maybe not. because i've always been abused by my teddy bear. yeah, life is truly sad for me. hahaha.

sometimes when my niece drops by my place, i'd play her toy when she falls asleep. i think i'm stressful? hahaha. entah la.

probably my life will get worse when my troy classes starts. 2 weeks consecutively full of class. T.T my life just gets sadder and sadder. when is my sem break coming??

sigh.

i just don't wanna get sick tomorrow.