When Life Gives You Lemon

you make lemonade and drink it then, put a smile on your face.

it was all for a purpose. taste the lemon and learn to overcome the bitter.

Chocolate Timeee.

hello fluffies. school has just started for me. and im bored. so bored that i can youtube all day long. from beauty to justkiddingfilms and covers.

well, apart from all that since 5 weeks back, we celebrated chony's 21st birthday together in nadeje. totally wasted my money and kill my throat with the chai milk tea. didnt know what drink i'll get but since its a recommended, nadeje signature AND imported from japan, i ordered it. milk with sugar. yukkkkk.

but thats just a little rant about my drink. after all, we had fun talking. we went faaaaar back in time and faaaaar ahead of time. idk whyyyyy.

probably we're getting older. 2012 is coming to an end. but i can still remember how my 2011 year end was like. nah just don't wanna look at it again.

look at how things are now. you are happy. im happy. we're happy!

(imagine you read this in bane's voice. you'd think that bane is insane.)

Tea Break

Having tea time with a close friend in town is the best. We spent so much tome later in indulging on earrings.

Well, this is my first post from the ipad so i am not sure how it'd turn out but this gadget is entertaining me with temple run!

Striking Sun

my saturday was spent under the sun. for the whole day. but it was fun to watch a game called frisbee. all this while, i've never heard of frisbee game. 

i thought its for dogs only. :P

Of Sea Breeze

it was a lovely saturday evening spent. alongside with the oh-so-famous coconut shake, i had a great time at the beach.

and i went with this baby. it was a crazy 2 hours beach day. we just played around the beach, walked on the sand. it has been years since i last walked on sand.

we did many crazy stuff together. we know people are all around but who cares. it was good to relieve stress and pressures in life. for once, i felt like all my problems do not exist. im happy again.

the sun came down. and we left the place to go fill in our tummy. it was a great night there as there were only 2 tables occupied upstairs. ahh bliss. duduk as you wish. makan as you wish.

the night ended at jonkers with the blowing wind!

Graduation 2012!

how do you describe the feeling when you have done it all and now you own the status of a bachelor of science in business admin? next year will be my turn, hopefully! :D

it was great to see them graduate, leaving their footsteps behind and moving forward. but moving forward should be tougher but then, they should be able to force themselves through the walls! 

i was late for this year's graduation! friend-fail. it was hard to rise up in the morning for me this time and i turned up after the ceremony was over. ooops. but managed to meet many friends! not so bad lah heh? 

good luck in your future, graduates. hope we will meet again sometime. take good care. 

Take a Breather

all i could say now is it was as though i was dreaming in reality. i thought i was ready for it to accept it with open arms with full of relief but then it is not. it didnt work that way. instead, i was left alone dreaming about it. it was as though it was just yesterday that we put our arms on each other, having the time of our lives.

but now its like this. damn. it was hard for me to wake up to reality this morning. i couldnt get the hang of being alone again. it felt that i was really missing something. this whole thing was something that i wanted when i was on the blow but it is not what i want when i am sober. it was so close yet so far. grrrr.

but all i could do is just to change for my future. i cant a thing about my past. it has happened. there's nothing that i can do about it. all in all, thank god that it happened. praise him for this.

it takes time to heal but then we'll see about it. its really hard to consume but thanks for parents and friends who are here for me. things will not be the same again. i will not be the same again. i will change for the better.

my world for the week? be a better person. be the better daughter. be the better friend.

thanks for the lesson. :)

In a Room!

my birthday celebration with a friend has been taken to a new level. no cakes. just spending time eating together and yacking away is the whole new level this time. 

and 40 mins in the fitting room doing all sorts of poses until this one promoter came knocking on our door. ooopsies.

this is one memorable day for me. and thanks to those who wished me on facebook/text. heee appreciate it! thanks for being there for me, my family. thanks for being able to accept who i am today, for better or for my worst condition. appreciate it too!

sorry for being lost in action here. the mood to write has lost due to moodless days. oops. this time is one lazy semester break. ugh.

Drown in the Yellow Sea.

my semester break has started and i've been rotting at home for a week now. it sucks but yeah. 

but today i am a part of the malaysian history! attending the bersih 3.0 in melaka was great. we shouted our lungs out for clean election. hidup hidup. hidup bersih. bersih bersih. we sang negaraku! never before it felt so meaningful to me. 

we gathered at dataran pahlawan. the heat was way over the limit! damn hot but we're power. :D

it was just around 1 plus when people started to gather around the field to demand for bersih. the crowd was humongous! we were there waiting to sit on the field at around 1.30 from the above picture. we count down some more. "ada 4 minit lagi!"

and while waiting, the crowd grew bigger and stronger. suddenly, i felt so proud as a malaysian to be a part of this. *happyheart!*

during and after the event, we were under the scorching hot sun. little did i know, i got sun burn even though i applied sunscreen prior to this bersih! grrr but its ok. one has to sacrifice something for our own future and future generations.

i make malaysia proud and im a proud malaysian.

ps. suffering in sunburn aint a happy thing. it hurts. D:

Off the Whiteboard

sometimes class can be more fun that you'd expect. 

8 more months to enjoy.