Studyyyyyy. x.x

i checked my archives and i've not been posting here for close to a month. but here i am. tumblr aint a suitable place to spam people's dashboard with stuff that should be on the blogspot. its just not suitable.

so how am i. damn it finals will be next week. starting monday but im finishing it on thursday!!! wheeee~ then i'll be breaking up with my notes and books. ;)

i should be really studying now. but sigh. my stomach suddenly hurts. ugh.

BUT life's been good for me though. before i got myself to serious dating with my notes and books and stuff, i've been spending almost the whole day with my teddy bear. <3>

i know my mata kecik. shut up. hahaha.

he has made me feel that my life's worth it. even though sometimes he can really irritate me, i still sayang him. but lya was cute to say that he's chubby. of course he is! he kept eating and eating. comel la jadinya. and sometimes he can really make me melt. *contented sigh* we'll blackmail each other to get what we want. :D and we enjoyed it!! he's damn talented. he can tie braids perfectly! damn it. shame on me. x.x.

again, thanks for loving me, teddy bear.

oh ya, rapunzel is awesome!!!

anyway, my dad just got us an ixus hs! learning to love it though. dslr is somehow a bit much more better. hehehe.

i should get myself back to studies.

ps. teddy bear, if you're reading this, please dont say that i really have no place to camwhore again ok? ;P

Finals Finals Finals!

i cant wait for this spring semester to end!!! once im done with my finals, habislah cerita ini. hahahaha.

currently studying with my remaining brain cells. some of my brain cells converted as they have a new belief in subjects. haha. im teaching my own brains weii. T.T for me, i can really learn A LOT in a week!

i cant wait for next friday morning!

my one month break is waiting for meeeee. :))))

Panas!!

hola.

have been sleeping like the greatest pig ever today on my parents' bed. the bigger the space, the more freedom you can have ma. hahaha. and its under the speeding fan. damn nice. i do this only in the afternoons okayyy.

weather's so hot that it can cause my sweat glands to be exhausted from producing water. ok im lame. i know.

in additional to that, this freakin' weather makes me to be very very lazy indeed. the moment i open my notes and books, i distract myself away from them. i eat.

the birthday surprise cake for me. it was DAMN delicious.

i open my facebook page every after 5 minutes. i even do this:

instead of studying. and i tend to collect plenty of colours recently. i have no idea of what's got into me. i know. saya menggunakan masa lapang saya dengan baik. hahahaha.

and still collecting.

however, on the greener side of the grass, spring semester is coming to an end soon!!!! seriously, i didn't like this semester that much. :(((( but im glad that it's going to end. and then comes my ONE MONTH SEMESTER BREAKKKKK. whee~~

thus, to enjoy my sem break without any guilt, i SHALL study. yay for classes will be shorter and shorter.. double yays for this week will be the last week for classes!! :D

bye.

Ping!

yea yea, i'm studying for tomorrow's test. dah entah berapa kali i read the same thing.


while studying, i did doodle my notes. tangan gawtal. tak boleh kawal. hahahahaha.

bosan lar.

When Exams Draws Nearer

makes me go gila.

studying on your dressing table really makes you go never-mind-lar-exam-still-very-far-away-sommore even though it's less than a week away. why? because it will make you explore your facial expression


the msn emoticon that you always see nowadays.

and do funny faces on the mirror.


exercising the face muscles know. good for health. lol.

im releasing some little stress of mine. (even though i don't think i have any.)


really sien you know wanna study. i was reading malaysian studies, the converted language to english of our sejarah text books.


when was malaysia formed? urgh. 16 september 1963. national development.


those who have not taken this subject in your current semester, all the best in your next semester. if your semester is long semester, your lecturer will show his love to you people by imposing essay questions in your exams. LOL. i won't be writing grandma stories in my short sem, people!

besides exercising your face muscles, you tend to play with your hair. hahaha.


centre parting, people! back to the 90's. not 80's ar. 80's they have their bombed hair.
ps. after i did that centre parting hair, i revert it back to usual. if i'd go out with my centre parting hair, people would think i'm super outdated. lol.

besides, another way to relieve stress is to introduce some new steps to your dad if you think he's not caring enough for your mother.

(with full expression)
daddy, why you never open the door for mummy when you turn off the engine?! you see, she has to open the door by herself.
ha?
(continues) it should be like this. (walks to the door and open it emotionally) come, my darling. come!
LOL.

releasing unknown stress la. but actually, it's not stress also since i only have 3 subjects. but this is what happens when exam is drawing nearer.

i can watch korean drama on youtube some more during break times. yes, i have break times when i study. sometimes, brain needs to relax, you know.


and i can layan my sis on the phone some more. she asked my mom to tell me to call her. she's not coming back this weekend. so i called her. thought anything happened. but i called her so that she can to tell me about this teenager guy on the movie. then we talked for a few minutes. we said bye. she's madder than i am.

then she called second time saying, 'i just wanna input this information into your brain. i need to tell again.' omg. LOL. sometimes, i don't know who is having exams, you know.

anyhoos, just can't simply wait for after exams! next wed!

i'll be having my holidays after 1530 hour on 22/7! yeaps, babey!

ps. i'm done with my malaysian studies. i've studied all.
pps. i'm still playing restaurant city for fun.
ppps. i'm starting to watch tv! an achievement.

Multi-tasking Rocks!

note: i'm so into jazzy music! go listen joanna wang's music streams.

multi-tasking has been great. i was watching tv (channel [v] is damn addictive of all the sudden), studying malaysian studies (since mid term's coming), and facebook-ing on the computer (facebook is bad when you're nearing mid-terms or finals) and blogging this.


and i came across this video on channel [v] and my eyes got glued to it. omg. it was funny wei.


he started off by singing with a lighted splinter on his hand wei. then after a few seconds,


he looked at the lighted splinter and sang at it. omg. i kept laughing. so i recorded it. wanna show you peeps how funny and weird is this video.

i can't stop laughing.

multi-tasking is wonderful! but i left my book lying on the sofa.

but hey, i got inspired by that band by doing what he did also.


ps. it was real hard to get how big the light is okay. i turned off the fan but my light was still small. and i can't see my face anywhere here. it was hard to get this picture. i was sweating. i turned off the lights, the fan and even closed the curtains. that was hot enough to make your sweat glands function. to get this picture, i used 3 matches already. the first 2 went off after a few seconds. babi man.

but i don't know his lyrics la. so this should be enough to be inspired. maybe this should be the next in thing for camwhore.


with a lighted splinter!

when i turned on the lights,


thank god i didn't burn my fingers. because i need those fingers for my keyboard to type crappy stuffs like 'aoisuvneioyieu!' in a faster rate.

yes, i use 10 fingers to type monkey language.

okay, back to books.

Almost Done

yays. my assignment 3 is gonna finish. just need a good printer (gonna use my college's antique printer but full coloured ink. blueks. eh the processor is windows xp heh. don't look down on them.) and some gums and cards. ta-daa.

then comes assignment 4 and final exam. then i'm in holiday mood for 3 damn weeks! be jealous, mmu-ians! be! don't hide your feelings since your semester break is only for 1 week. blueks. lol.

i'm doing the the american degree programme, by the way.

anyhoos, i'm loving the poeple in my malaysian studies class though. they're hilarious people.

during class in the a/c plant:

ramona ramona. got tortoise! come and see.
hah? really ar? ok ok.
(a few seconds)
eh the tortoise so far away edi laa.
never mind la. see. cute or not?
(lecturer came) wah. see the tortoise. very big.

see, my lecturer is real sporting as well. a/c plant is a place of distraction already. plus, there's a swimming pool nearby.

when jotting down names for report, my lecturer asked the guys:

eh you all don't wanna jot down the names ar? now you can remember each and everyone of their names is it?
haha. no. i can't remember.
then why don't wanna jot down? not interested is it?
ya. i'm not interested in the girls. all of them like older than me one.
haha. no la. some of us here are younger or even same age as you, like ramona. *giggles*
(i was like, "what? eh why must be me one?" in my heart.)

damn, the thing is all lecturers know my name and myself. during college algebra, my working method was used to be an example for peter and gang. and during college orientation, my name was used as an example of a graduating student. and during malaysian studies also? omg. *dies*

can't they choose other students to be their example?

oh yea, my dad has been lame lately. lol. when my mom's arms were itchy:

eh di (sometimes my mom calls him that), tangan gua gatal la.
angkat tu tangan, potong buang. dah no more itchy dah.

omg. lame, right? but my dad insists he isn't lame at all. thank god another lamer isn't here for 3 months.

ps. my life is better without choon mei the itik. hah!

pps. to some mmu-ians, please don't think your university's computer is damn wonderful okay. apa laa. can menyakitkan the mata one. sigh.

ppps. i've thought of studying in the US next year for 3 years for my degree. and the responses were shocked-ish - ha?! i've consulted only my parents and family. didn't consult my friends, though. we seldom meet already.

pppps. i shall blog in bm sometime. just you wait for the time to laugh till you choke. lol.

Almost Pended It

note: the radio is killing my ears by playing 'i'm yours' by jason mraz countless times. but but but, my little ultraman, juelyssa, has a blog here!

my header. i almost gave up on designing one. lazy laaa. i have my studies. i have restaurant city. i can't concentrate on my header. maybe im not as free as before. but i did one. finally. simple one.

for those headers that i did, i had brilliant mind about designing. but now the heart has lost for designing. maybe something in my heart is the one who created the problem.

or is it tuesday's fault? this tuesday i'm gonna have a short test on malaysian studies. yea, very kiasu, right? american degree kills. lol.

let's see what's on my header on monday okays?

anyway, what's with the weather? it's really burning hot.

ps. i'm gonna watch night at the museum 2! yea, i'm kinda outdated, right? i know some of you watched it already. i'm in college now la. unlike you all. so free. just waiting for your university intakes.

i miss holidays. shit, my holidays will be in august.

babi laaa.

Looking Back

i've been driving a lot lately. and i've been busier than ever.


driving back and fro from college like nobody's business. (but thank god, there's no uniform. no dress code! nyahaha. to all form6s, love your uniform. i still have my pinafores and blouses though. and i miss wearing them okayyy.) driving mom. driving myself.

ps. i drove at 40km/h around mitc! can somebody go slower than me? haha.

looking back last night, before i slept, i watched the videos again. and it made me laugh. and my, i missed those times. now we can't be possible to be going out like we have the whole entire time to ourselves.

i watched this and laughed to tears.

and not forgetting, i can't bluff joanne already as i've no time to think of what to bluff.

but, joanne, don't be too happy. i got assistants. lol!

anyhoos, i have friends at college. i'm happy with my class. everyone knows my name but i only knew one. i'm hopeless. i have korean, china, local, japanese mates. and one most nicest thing, i didn't know that there's a muslim guy in my class. everyone looked so china-ish! i thought miss qjl tricked me. anyway, she's a nice lady.

"class, how you wanna solve 6814 divided by 14?
use calculator.
LOL!"

oh yea, neighbour, i used your method - saying hi to course mates and pura-pura tahu their name. and it worked. XD

and i love college algebra!

but malaysian studies made my brain go dreamland! too boring la. to all those who are taking malaysian histories as well, all the best! lol.

Photoshop Skills

for these few days, i've been searching for somethings to do. but i can't find anything to besides sitting restlessly in front of the idiot black box (or is it not idiot black box anymore since there's existence of lcd tv?) i tell you, i can't watch tv quietly. i'll keep browsing through channels after channels. not even a 5 minutes, i'll straight change.

so finally i've found my love. photoshopping. with cs2. i don't own cs3 or a cs4. so i made use of the cs2.

as usual, i do headers for my lovely mates. and not forgetting, for myself. but this time. i started to learn doing abstracts.

and this is my first abstract for my friend, kua, in JB. a person that i knew from sembrong. and my first time doing a guy's header. all the time, i was doing girls' header.


i'm proud to say that as my first piece, i was satisfied with it. and hey, i don't do for anything in return.

i do to kill my time. but my photoshop skills can't beat cindy's. her's rocks even better than mine. her's looks futuristic.

life sucks at home. i'm rotting. but thank god for my girlfriends. my house has transformed into a dewan. a meeting place for everything. LOL. with the human berkokok within.

after spending one whole morning on his header, i did choon mei's header as well. i was the one who asked her. and so i gave her one.


she has yet to go online to get this on her header.

and so now when i looked back on my current header, i think my current header kinda sucked already. *laughs* but never mind. like i've said, there's next month, june!

but by that time, i'll be in college with foreign mates and cool lecturers. hope i'll be able to cope with my studies.

it ain't easy.

anyhoos, i've been offered to go to form 6, a jurusan sains. nah, i'll skip it. if you ask me to go for two weeks for fun, i have no uniform, no school shoes, no money. *laughs* my mom has given those to the big cemented box outside my house when i was in ns. but i have my pinafore and my blouse for memories. i'm planning to keep it forever. *smiles*

what am i going to do on mother's day?
maybe i should sit at home and wait for the next 24 hours to come. har-har!

nah, i ain't that evil.

PS: i have yet to get myself a couple of pairs of P stickers.

iReject

I just received a letter from KIST. And what I just did?


Just one process before throwing into the dustbin, I flipped to the back and read.


I had to go Kuantan and what's worst, nursing! Oh no thanks, man!

And I wished, byebye to it.


See ya in the tempat pelupusan sampah.

Of Thoughts and Decisions

From thinking of taking engineering, I've changed my mind to doing business majoring in marketing. I've been lectured by all sides until I have I-give-up-and-I-change-my-mind. So, I'll take my course over at Troy International College at Ayer Keroh here. May or August intake, not so sure yet. So be happy, people! Don't worry so much.

So, I have an MMU application form available at RM20. I just got it today anyway. I need to sell it to those who wants it. Contact me if you want it. Thankiu!


Anyway, I've found some pictures from my phone which I quite remember. It was during CNY. Went to loiter around friends' house.


And I thank God my phone screen didn't crack.

Over at Yen Mei's house.


Then we went to Choon Mei's place to eat and sleep and play.


See Joanne was squeezing Choon Mei's hamster. Sigh. I feel so sad for it.

Then when Joanne wanted to sleep, we went to crash her plan. Instead of sleeping,


we went to kacau her.

This one pula, another fella,


who likes to pollute my phone memory. Sigh!


So we went downstairs and 'camwhored'.


This Joanne... Sigh! Her bantal was damn busuk. Thank God I didn't get nose cancer, wei! LOL.

What's best in Choon Mei's place that time was


massaging time. Look at Choon Mei on the couch. She looked like she passed out. LOL.

We'll be waiting for the next CNY to come, anyway. Know why? Casey'll be back in Malaysia! Yay! I'm looking forward to it because I can 'shoot' her! Gosh, I miss those times we had together with you, Casey!


Just count the number of sunrises. Time will pass faster.

I Feel Contented

That hour of today has passed by.

Went to school at about 10.15am. Met my friends there chit-chatting around at the porch. People changed, physically.

We can be the example:


Short hair evolution! Pengasas is Joanne. Then one by one followed. And that pengasas loves my pendrive, I guess. She has been keeping it for months! I know my pendrive is a love but then you don't have to express your feelings until like that, alright.

We waited for the Principle to come back to school for so long until our legs and arses got numb. LOL. We were so tired of waiting. But, finally she came and shivers ran through our nerves.


The moment the SPM results came out and retrieved by owners, you can watch dramas. People cry. People laugh (like me). People feeling nothing. Many. Parents being proud of their daughter. Recording session going on.

After we retrieve the results and waiting for my friends to express their feelings of joy and sadness till the end, we went to DP to relieve ourselves.

We watched Marley & Me. RM7 movie. Saved my pocket a little if compared to RM10 movie. I'm starting to be one cheapskate fellow already. *smile*


At first, the movie was interesting. But then towards the middle of the show, I started to yawn a lot. Yen Mei kept asking me to shut up. And Joanne kept touching me and kissing my hand for I don't know what reason. Too bored of the movie already.

After the movie, we went to FOS. Bought a pair of shorts at a price of RM15 but paid RM7.50 only. Shared with Yen Mei. It's a Buy 1 Free 1 promo.


Yen Mei had another one of this of the same size but of different colour. And you know my mother said what? She said "You both memang like twins what..." Maybe same hairstyle la, Yen Mei.

Purchased the shorts and went back home by bus with Yen Mei. Independent leh... Maybe this lepakan will be the last lepakan because the next lepak, I'll be driving my car already. I'm tired and lazy of sitting bus back home. That's why. Now the bus ticket is also very expensive.

Now is the moment to think of what to study.

I'm going for the MMU Open Day this Sunday.


Yep, I wanna go for June intake. See ya around there, this Sunday! Yen Mei's gonna accompany me. Yay!

Time to rethink again because my parents said that I can't do engineering. Tough and now the world is undergoing retrenchment. Engineers are planting grapes. So, I have to rethink.

Partially Resuming

SPM's gonna be over soon because I left only EST paper which I do not know what to study. Anyway, this is gonna be a quite long post. Because I've been controlling not to blog and I realised that I can control myself really well. This blog has been dead for ages weeks.

The days before SPM...


were the craziest days ever.

We were studying in the school library. And Choon Mei suddenly turned into a hair dresser!


Here she talked, there she goes, snapping.

Yes, I brought my phone to school.


"Uh-oh. Tak jadi. My eyes cannot see. Never mind. I'm ugly already because Choon Mei's hands covered my face."


Never mind. Use the 3G camera!

Then there was these bunch of Malay girls coming in, she brought a green fan in a hand-shaped. We played. SPM was coming wei. Can play some more.


Yay her picture was spoiled. Lalala.

They took back their fan. So we were on manual.


Ta-daa. Yen Mei's peace sign was there. Yay!

Then it was my turn to take over the phone.


The gila vampire that wears a school uniform was with us in the school library. Ok I know. Lame joke. Casey la now!


Choon Mei then took my phone and snap her picture.

After snapping here and there, she went to the back and 'studied'. When I played the song You & Me by Lifehouse, she started smiling and asked us to change the song. Can't concentrate because she'll think about other things that won't come out in SPM at all - LOVE...

We had a partial group picture because lack of hands to take together.


Look at Yen Mei's fingers, like stunted. *laughs*

Days passed by and Nestum came into the family.


She's very different compared to this picture now.

3 days before SPM, Choon Mei, Yen Mei and Joanne was over at my place to study.


We studied. Read some magazines. Played nail polish. Joanne stained her shorts. She wore my towel.

At night, we walked over to Kanusha's place due to lack of transportation. None of us can drive. That's one problem.

We had cool dinner at there. Spicy. White rice and some Indian dishes. We also had muruku, tarts etc etc. 3 days after SPM can go people's house and eat some more heh?

Okay, remember my last post, where I said I was gonna show you guys my papa and my mama's pictures right? This is it.

The husband and the ex-wife = Yen Mei, Choon Mei and my parents.

(This is just some stories we made because of Joanne always saying that she's our mother. Everyone seems to be her children but don't know who is the father. SO we found ourselves our father!)


The pervert looks.


Acting cute parents.

The red blurred part at the back is Kanusha. She was running towards the back there to have her picture in but then it turned out a blurr one.


The serious one but ma there seems to not be serious because she was too high maybe. *laughs*

So Yen Mei asked her to be serious.

She snapped.


Ta-daa! Pa no eye. Ma like serial killer/rapist/robber etc etc. We laughed our hearts out when we saw this picture!

And the last picture for that day was ---


Kanusha was ever-ready to snap a candid Joanne! And it was crap.

During the days of SPM (which is so gonna super over)

What I do to relieve my brain was to watch Nestum sleep like a baby.


She sleeps uncountable times a day. Crazy la. I can't sleep so much like she always do.

One day before SPM, I was brushing my Add Maths skills (which I forget already now. Don't ask me anything hard.) and I was out of graph paper. SO what I did when coming to graph paper needed questions was this.


I was lame. I know. Friends influence. They're influential, fyi.

During Chemistry, out of stressful moments,


Choon Mei posed with her book, which she won't hold and open it anymore ever ever.

And again. Without her book.


She took Joanne.


With her senget-ed mouth.

Everyone was looking into their Chemistry books.


Look at Joanne. Look at Choon Mei's hand most probably. Like so geli-fied with her. *laughs*

Last Thursday was our last day of us touching our Chemistry book. Pn Poh, we love you! Don't worry, we'll read Chemistry when we're free! *laughs*


Anyway, I don't know how this picture can appear on my phone.


My sister is so lebih.

Never mind.

Today was our last day of studying! And Physics was our last paper that we ever need to study.


Ever ever.

Our last moments of studying Physics = studying together at the 11th hour.


Joanne was the lebih one. Acted to sit far away to study better so that the brain can absorb more like a sponge maybe.


Lebih one hor?

Anyway, my NS letter arrived today. I'm going to Batu Pahat wei. SO far. So my dad is gonna appeal for me tomorrow. So most probably, I'll be in Ayer Keroh. And I'm Kumpulan 1. First badge.

Anyhoos, I've created my Facebook account! Please do add me alright. My Yahoo! email address. Same nick. It's so happening there.

Okays, I guess I'm done here.

I'm off!!!

Swooosh~