Quick Zoooooom

i've been lazying around at home even though im aware of the events that are coming to me. playing fb games. stucked with it already. smurfs and the sims. gahhhh. just wanting to level up fast makes me feel so glued to it. you should try it. i know you'll get bored after a few weeks but then, yeah. thats what games are made for i guess?

anyway introducing lucky to the bf's family! he's one cute and adorable dude who loves to greet people. sometimes the wrong way. he scratched my hands A LOTTTT! and also 'wetting' my hands with his saliva. naughty but cute little boy!

im yawning but i have to study. i have to prepare for this friday's event. i have class on this sunday! *rant* this question keep coming in, "why am i doing this?????"

i feel like jumping on biwlz and strangle him! hiyakkk!!

Dreams Ahead.

this bond we have among us is something, i must say, meaningful. (why didnt we get closer in our earlier years??????????)

though the time was short but there is always a thing called technology! the skype! MSN. all the memories come rushing through now. the times we had. we'll probably have to get our own uno cards and start playing through the internet together eh? have our own field sessions through the internet as well.

this will be something different. something new. something we're going to ponder back in the years to come. in 6 years time, you'll be back for good. so do well. do your best.

fulfill your parents' & your dreams. as your bestie, im happy for you. hope you'll be adapted to the environment there. do take care of your health.

(becoming granny) eat well. sleep well. drink a lot of water. stay warm. study hard. skype with us when you can!

we'll be playing uno in a grouped video call! :D

Moves Like Jaggerrr.

not long after a month of class, its holiday again for one week. it'll be another week of just no 3-days class for me. not much difference for me because so far, im quite free for a long semester. major will only start next month! i can move like a jagger throughout my semester i guess.

so far, i've just been hanging out with the bf. we can never get tired of each other. he's the naughtiest boy i've ever known!

digging in my files. and omg this picture's so damn long ago. this is how bored i can be if im at home for too long being unproductive. (damn i miss my straight hair a little now after looking at my picturessss. *sadface*)

however, today marks our 21st month together!

how fast time flies. hope you wont get bored of my naughtiness too! yeah he's the only one i can bully 110% out of 100%! :D

thanks for walking in the same together with me for 21 months now. moments of fun, irritated, sad, stupid, clever, upside down, you name it. he's gone through with me. i appreciate him! most of all, i love him for loving me for who i am.

happy 21st monthsary, biwlzzzzz!

Pantherrr!

it was a unique friday this time. we had lunch at the usual place.

talked a lot.

empty yappings.

observing other customers around.

observing secondary school girls. it was really something that you can learn from them. not really something i would say but their attitude. one moment they're there, noisyyy. when they've left, silence.

then came the days when we were like them. so were our teachers and friends! ah carefree times..

we headed to historic sites in melaka! met michelle. have a good stay here ya. :)

we did some extraordinary stuff that no girls would do -

one of them. *innocentface*

moments like these matters to me for they're leaving me very soon! memories of them will start seeping in. time will tell. heart will tell. emotions will show. when the time comes, i'll just have to depend on skype and most importantly, internet.

thanks for the wonderful afternoon, babehs! <3

ps. rita, the title's for you!

Mainly, Just Nom Nom Nom

having lunch with these girls are one of the best moments that i can ever have. not much time left for they're leaving soon. leaving meeeee. *verysadface*so what i can do now is to spend more time with them and be MORE stupidly fun with with them.

yeah, they are the ones i can be stupid and be more of myself, besides my boyfriend. i do not know how i would live when they've left me. i will miss all this!

i will miss them!

ps. tamz come back quick!

pps. its cute to know how much kanjah misses me to the extent she always calls me but i did not answer her. hahahah. not on purpose though. :x

Of Waters and Fun in Parks

visited the sunway lagoon together. never before i've spent my whole day waiting on rides. i know. after living for 20 years, this is my first in sunway lagoon. dont laugh!

i guess we spent most of our time in the wildlife park. talking to animals. hello!!! billy experienced a great time but hard at times with me there. sometimes i think he wanna cabut his rambut because im too scared of the hanging bridge (?) freaky ok. can see whats below!!

this hornbill is considered very disciplined. the ones around my house would normally fly when you're near them but these two remained at their places with their eyes roaming around only. how innocent!!

we camwhored around!

interacting with animals. interacting with animals together is fun and cute. we tend to be as cute as them also. hahahaha.

oh ya. i've discovered a new talent.

i can blow at a bird and it never flew away! probably its enjoying the wind i gave la.

went to the cowboy town in the amusement park to put our belongings in the locker. around there, we met

cowgirls!! omgtheydamnprettyahhh!

sorry no pics because we put our belongings in the locker already. dont wanna carry our belongings already by then. lockaaarr! overall, the parks were all fun! the water park. greatest even though water entered my ears a few times. ahhahaha.

had dinner together in the esquire kitchen with my mom and sis.

shopped a bit. ninja's joe! greatest burgerrr!!! must visit again. next month! :D

i've had a great weekend with my monkey.

now its time for me to have some rest!

Weekend in KL

with family!

we shared each other's secrets. total disaster. well, not really a disaster. we've been together for quite sometime. so he has known some of my true colours. to see more, billy tan, please stay tuned. ;)

we did not go for shopping unfortunately. no parking. waste rm6.50(?) for nothing. nvm we'll go this coming weekend!! sent billy back to his bro's place to go for incubus'. i do hope we get to win the contest for the sponsored holiday! :D

had a good dinner over at my cousin's housewarming. love it. and had a good catch up with each other. you can see joy and happiness in their faces after havent been meeting for so long. vacation plan is on the wayyyy!!

next drop, klia. sent off my sister to london for work. ahhh lucky her but no lucky me. i need rm5k at least to go there. sponsor, anybody?? *innocentface* well, klia indeed is a nice place but the free wifi can just disconnect you for no reason!

ps. i had the cutest mickey waffles with my broooo. nais!

All Twisted

while in my head was thinking about finance and its formulas and theories, i did this. so random and the decision was made by the hair stylist. like wth? NOW?? ok fine. now it is then. but consult my mom first la, of course.

look at the toy there. the first thing when i saw that was to laugh. hahahaha. if billy was there, i would ask him to play already. maaaad!

come tuesday, come! come quick! then i can have a gym-bullying session with my boyfriend! i can feel more fats this time round. and i can have guiltless hours spent with my family, him and my monkeys!

ps. car returning home soon!

The 9th of July

the day when Malaysia was well known worldwide. we did not join the rally because it was too dangerous. so we joined them virtually through checking updates.

spent time at shopping centres. big mouth. affordable food. watching music video. am amazed at how biwlz can sing kuala lumpur when i've never heard of it before. gempak la my bf.

finals is coming sooooon. im still fine with it. had berjiwang session with rita all the time! ahhh!!! had to control but cannot. free flow baby. hahaha. on the floor! :P

anywhos, i cant wait for post-finals. will spend first weekend in kl! :D

okays, i shall study fainensssss. sedih gilaaaa. :'(

You and I Collide

well, i must say, being in an accident can be very traumatic. more so, if you're going through it alone. imagine you're driving alone, in your own right lane. then suddenly this BIG, GIGANTIC lorry came your way. you cant run but to brake or turn left into the drain. no thought of changing to a lower gear came in to my head. none of it. so i tried braking while closing my eyes. calling on God.

BAM. eyes opened and the first thing i saw was the diesel tank leaking on my right. freaky enough, i panicked like never before. searched all over for my phone to call my dad. men from the nearby constructing housing area came to my car. freakyyyyy. i began to shiver.

however, those men helped me to get out from the car even though they were communicating to me in a different language.

but i must thank God again for being with me throughout the accident. most of passerby thought that i could've been injured. some of them did not expect that i was the driver, standing there alone in the midst of men.

shivering, scared and unable to breathe, i called on my dad. the minute i heard his voice, tears rushed down my eyes. it was my first accident of vehicle-to-vehicle. while waiting for him to come, i depended on my biwlz to comfort me. but the line was pretty bad as well. @@

my dad came and he was there for me. he solved everything for me. he went to the police station for me. then my boy came. fetched me home. mom fed me first.

from then on, phone calls started to over flow. notifications and inboxes in fb began to grow. at that point, i realize that people do care for me and who weren't.

the car will be ready in three weeks. brand new. new materials will be used. no charge upon my dad. the lorry driver will be paying for it all.

until today, i thank God for where i am after the accident.