In Need of a Field of Flowersss.

im in this mood where i really want to lie on a field of grass/flowers/weeds. minus my allergies to grass and weeds, i dont give a damn when i listen to david choi's songs! and not forgetting, i need my teddy bear to be with me on the field as well. watching the birds chirping. feel the breeze. no worries of any problems. awesome s**t.

ahhhh. depression starts in 2 days. x.x

but before all those depression starts, im gonna give myself a day break. moviessss. they're waiting for me. MOVIE MARATHON. but sadly, im gonna watch it alone. but then again, its better than attending 6 hours of troy classes!

till then, remember to breathe. try it on someone's neck. ;)

ps. thanks for being there for me. ily and imy.

Laser Don't Shoot Me Pewpew.

research paper's done!!! finally i can capture a glimpse of light towards the end of the semester.

but back to facing all the 6-hours-per-day classes for the next two weeks!!

but but but! these metal studs are coming off from my teeth on the following week! on the first day sommore! *happy*

21 Sydney.

it was a really good night. minus the waiting part. x.x

i was 21 once! hahaha. i blew the candle once when we were waiting. the waiting killed us all. not forgetting the candle that was still burning. so blow off first la. happy birthday to me. plus 2 more years.

Wee Wee!!

i brought mom to night market last wed and i laughed at her. hahaha.

she went to the vege stall and this is what happened;

why you sell all big sized bitter gourd. no smaller ones is it? (in mandarin. eh i understand mandarin one ok? a bit.)

aunty, big big ones more flesh ma. nicer to eat. worth it.

dowan la. too big. my family can't finish. like this la. you cut half can?

can. no problem. i cut half, i sell to you one half and one half. (which is back to selling the whole thing.) (i started to laugh already!!)

where can???

can. you want half ma. i cut for you la. then you take both. hahahahaha.

fine. i buy one whole thing la. i pick the smallest one. you ar.

eh what me? hahahaha.

anyways, i'm still struggling with my research paper. i'm just left with one more section then i'm done. :D:D:D:D:D:D

and i broke my car key. damn ganas. dad said that his daughter so ganas. he'll turn green if it happens again. hahahaha.

sigh. but my life's good!

my braces will be off in 3 weeks!! raarrrr!!

just minus the troy classes. they'll make me kill myself in class. if i can't take the pressure and my thoughts off my head, i'll slit my wrist la or take a gun to shoot myself. pewpewpew!!

Laser Shoot Me Pewpew.

and i did fell sick. T.T and i slept through it.

but i did put some effort on my research paper!! raaarr! beat that. hahaha. and will do some again later. :D if not, laser please come and shoot me pewpewpewpew! double of the doubles. nvm. you'll hear this tomorrow. and say i'm lame. i just know it.

ps. bunga bunga bunga. i feel damn girlish suddenly. i think they can make my day lar.

pps. everything's fine. :D

I Just Don't Want To But I Have To.

i do feel guilty for not touching my research paper for two days. consecutively sommore. damn. why? because i don't feel like touching it. i feel lazy and heavy.

and most of the time, i entertain myself. and i adore my hair in front of my mirror. my life is damn sad. i know. and i do fall sick frequently. not once a week but twice a week. something like that. kehidupanku sedih betul.

probably my research paper is due next month so i care less about it. somebody just pinch me. hahaha. well, maybe not. because i've always been abused by my teddy bear. yeah, life is truly sad for me. hahaha.

sometimes when my niece drops by my place, i'd play her toy when she falls asleep. i think i'm stressful? hahaha. entah la.

probably my life will get worse when my troy classes starts. 2 weeks consecutively full of class. T.T my life just gets sadder and sadder. when is my sem break coming??

sigh.

i just don't wanna get sick tomorrow.

Of A Chang, Candles and A Cake.

happy birthday, connie!!!

we had a blast together with her. :D

but while waiting for her is like waiting for buah to jatuh from the pokok tau. so long.

at first we had to wait for dong hoon in the room. when we went to the poolside, had to wait for connie plak. she was printing notes. aduii.

more pictures in facebook. :D

the chang became very ugly. ahahaha. then came the cake! camera just went blast here and there. facebook ada lar gambar tu. i'll be tagged. :)

hope you had a blast too, connieeeeeee!!

ps. i still can't get used to it. astigmatism sucks. T.T

Catch Up

damn i need to start my research paper. due on july the 1oth. time pass real fast already. walaowei.

everyday i lepak lepak at home not doing my research paper. i ended up playing so much. even can download diner dash 5 for fun to play. hahahaha.

probably my topic for my research paper is boringggg. macbeth. do research in that. some of you would rather sleep right? sigh.

ps. yes, i love him. :))))))) i got more than double chin!! fine, im lame.

pps. school friends are still the same old people. we need to catch up sometime. i love them.

ppps. california gurls we're unforgettable......

Balancing Everything

hello hello. its another failure this morning here. T.T

it's the chocolate muffin and it's too sweet. thus, fail. sigh.

and it's a little too hard outside but soft in the inside. but when i eat it, i cant finish even one. jelak. aduiii. i can get depression from baking. :(

but but but, to balance my mood,

my boy is here! hahaha. i have to call him a boy because im a girl. i know lame. shut up. hahaha.

but i didn't do the setup when i went to pick him up with teddy. and teddy did the setup for me!! damn sweet la. i just goyang my kaki only. hahahaha.

am feeling pampered. <3

will show some pictures of webcamming soon! :D

Your Twenty One

EXCEPTIONALLY adorable today. :) i baked

this morning! and this makes me more sweeter. less than three. less than three. first time using the piping bag and did the icing. it looks like a total failure here because the cupcakes are so small. T.T but the better looking ones are now in his tummy already. hahaha. will make it again!

happy birthday, sayang.

again.

multiple less than three.